Well I've gone back to work. It is so sad to leave Sam every day. I cannot believe that I'm away from her 45 hours a week and not only that I'm paying someone ELSE to be with her instead. Poor Sam. Actually poor me even more. She's probably fine. I tell myself that shes not fine because she doesn't like me but she instead is just too young to know any better. I actually do like my job, a lot. Samantha will be good at interacting with other children at daycare and I'll get the interaction with other people and the great advantages of working. So although my sane self knows that I'm not ruining my child and their are advantages to working I just wish there were more hours in a day. If we could make that happen I would be happier. What do you think the chances are?
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